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[Jan. 27th, 2008|01:03 pm] |
I am so done with myself.
I hate the weight I am.
I hate how I just snap at the simplest things.
I hate how I need meds just to act somewhat normal.
I hate how I am always home with no one to hang out with.
I hate how I don't have a job.
I hate |
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[Jan. 7th, 2008|02:24 pm] |
I need your help.
I need a job asap and a place to go for awhile.
I'm being kicked out, seriously this time. I have no where to go, no money. Absolutely nothing.
Please help? |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|05:13 pm] |
I want you mine
Cuz when I see your eyes
I’m wanting you to stay
But you were running away
Cuz when you hold my hand
I try to pretend
I’m not feeling like I do
Do you feel it too?
When I close my eyes I see you
Don't tell me this is wrong
Cuz everything everything makes me think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
Now you can say that when you look at me
I want you so tell me now
Do you do you want me too?
When I see you out
I lie to myself
I hang on what she says
It’s perfect in my head
I wanna go too far
Find out who you are
I’m too close to turn around
I think I’ve figured you out
And I want so bad to kiss you
Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
Cuz everything everything makes me think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
Now you can say that when you look at me
I want you so tell me now
Do you do you want me too?
Think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
Now you can say that when you look at me
I want you so tell me now
Do you do you want me too?
Am I crazy?
I feel lost in time
You confuse me
Have I lost my mind?
Cuz everything everything makes me think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
Now you can say that when you look at me
I want you so tell me now
Do you do you want me too?
Think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
Now you can say that when you look at me
I want you so tell me now
Do you do you want me too?
Do you do you want me too? |
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[Oct. 30th, 2007|03:49 pm] |
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Who wants to get smashed tomorrow? |
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[Oct. 19th, 2007|06:11 pm] |
I'm gonna hold you for the last time
I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show
This is the hardest way to say goodbye
'Cause as you walk away I'm feeling so alone
I don't understand
You had to leave and I'm not part of your plan
We both agreed but now I regret
There are so many things I should have said
But now I've let you go
I'm holding back the tears
I'm here alone
Forgetting all the years
And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
Oh
So we live our different lives
It's so hard and there's no
more you
and I
but we're worlds apart
Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night
Sometimes I think about the way it could've been
I see you everytime I close my eyes
I try to shut you out
Instead I let you in
I can't pretend
I wanted it to end
For you and me
What I'd give for one more day
Just to say the things I need to say
If only
Time was not erased
As you walked away
I knew I couldn't explain to you
And I can't pretend
I wanted this to end
For you and me |
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[Oct. 18th, 2007|06:45 pm] |
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Partys off for good. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007|04:05 pm] |
AMAZING concert last night.
I'm dying my hair tomorrow or maybe even tonight.
Zuleka said that Joe told her he liked me today. I don't know how to react to that. I really don't. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2007|05:03 pm] |
Going to see Circa Survive tonight all thanks to Gangsta Erica!
Fucking SWEET
THANK YOUUUUUU |
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[Oct. 8th, 2007|10:17 pm] |
Today was fucking great. I had so much fun going to Halloween Outlet, IParty and playing frisbee in a parking lot.
Hahha
School tomorrow :(
P.s. Party is more than likely NOT this Sat but the one after |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2007|02:20 pm] |
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Erica, I've just decided that I'm not celebrating my birthday. This isn't really the year too. I appreciate your suggestions. I just cant do it. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2007|12:06 pm] |
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I dreamt of you tonight. It was certainly unexpected. We were sitting on my couch. My hand in yours as you wrote on it. When you hand me back my marker I snuck my fingers over to yours and you laced them with mine. This time you didn't leave. We were alone. You held me close as if you would float away if you didn't. It was all just us. When we were down in the washing room you kissed me. Of course all slow motion as if a movie was being played. I was wrenched back into reality by my alarm clock. And just like that, you were gone again. You really are like the dream. Just a figment of my imagination. I still look for you. I peered into the hoods of those who waited for the Community Service van this morning. You weren't there. I looked at the faces of the people in the court house. They weren't you. They are never you. They'll never be you. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2007|08:57 pm] |
Let's face it.
I'm breaking my own heart.
Come sit down, there's plenty of room. There's room for you right here next to me, here by my side.There's nothing that you should hide from a friend or is there?
You just look at me, Don't smile just stare Too hard, too long.
Now I know, I know that something's wrong... With you. We can talk it out, we can figure out
What's going on inside. What are you running from? What do you have to hide? Tell me what's on your mind. What you feel, what do you believe. What is inside you that makes you scream?
There's something I need to say before you walk away. Just hold on, wait, hear me out. Can you hear me when I shout that whatever's wrong we can work it out?
Just look inside, you can do without. Take it from me you can't live this way. Tell me what's on your mind. What you feel, what do you believe. What is inside you that makes you scream?
What is running through your mind. While you're hiding all the time? If you turn around cuz you think you've found truth inside yourself then you lose your way but you try again
For something else. Tell me what's on your mind. What do you believe. What is, what is inside you that makes you scream? And it's real what you're feeling inside just thought that you should know this time when you walk away. You'll know where to go.
Failed Flight. Tell me.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=55098842 |
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[Sep. 28th, 2007|06:57 pm] |
Life is being a bitch right now.
Erica, Ian and I got into a car accident yesterday on the way to the premiere.
We're okay. Sore.
I went to the emergency room again today in severe pain. I was sent home with some pretty good pain killers.
Fuck man. They're wearing off.
I'm gonna lay down. Call me. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2007|03:30 pm] |
Tonight is the premiere of my movie! hahahah
Third date is at Showcase North and its freeee
I guess I get a free dvd for working with them.
SWEETNESS
I didn't update after Ericas party. She totally went all hardcore and punched a window and Ben, the fucking lame ass, punched Pepper so i beat the shit out of him. Apparently he wants to still be my friend. how about FUCK YOU |
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[Jul. 16th, 2007|09:05 pm] |
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Guys, PLEASE comment on my writing blog. I need feedback, good or bad. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE |
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[Jul. 12th, 2007|07:02 pm] |
Guess whos going to see Harry Potter tomorrow???
ME! |
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[Jul. 12th, 2007|02:07 pm] |
5 questions.
1 chance.
5 honest answers.
That's all you get.
You get to ask me 5 questions. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is.
No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you |
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[Jul. 4th, 2007|05:23 pm] |
I ripped my favorite jeans. I can barely wear them anymore.
Where can I find straight leg jeans for cheap? I dont feel like paying much. |
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